Jun 25, 2010
so you're my first and my last?
woah. dead blog
i had so much fun on last monday 21st
especially with you, playing and teaching you how to play pool
never had such fun moments with you during the past, which was probably a total fail r/s
im blogging down here. hoping you'll read this post someday
cos toking on msn is too direct.
u may wonder why i change back to liking you
i cant find the reason why too
somehow the feeling jumped back to you
or probably you're those type of tiongxim girl who i like
i was intending to patch up with you soon after my birthday
but i had the urge to do so after my fren at hop ask u for no.
i do not wan to lose you and therefore told you the truth on that day
ytd we were chatting
you suddenly say tat u lost ur mood
becos of those comments.
seeing you so sad. it seriously make me feel like.. very buaysong with those ppl
wonder why you dun wan tell me who are them.
they may not find you pretty, but i do.
and you take it as though im comforting you but im not.
you know what. i dreamt previously.
you and me patched up and studied together for Os
the feeling was really great till i wake up.
yes its nice but i respect your decision to tok abt this after Os
cos i know each of us really nid to focus on our studies
so yea dear crush of mine.
could you really pull yourself together?
cheer up pls. ur sadness is really landing me into a miserable state.
especially with you, playing and teaching you how to play pool
never had such fun moments with you during the past, which was probably a total fail r/s
im blogging down here. hoping you'll read this post someday
cos toking on msn is too direct.
u may wonder why i change back to liking you
i cant find the reason why too
somehow the feeling jumped back to you
or probably you're those type of tiongxim girl who i like
i was intending to patch up with you soon after my birthday
but i had the urge to do so after my fren at hop ask u for no.
i do not wan to lose you and therefore told you the truth on that day
ytd we were chatting
you suddenly say tat u lost ur mood
becos of those comments.
seeing you so sad. it seriously make me feel like.. very buaysong with those ppl
wonder why you dun wan tell me who are them.
they may not find you pretty, but i do.
and you take it as though im comforting you but im not.
you know what. i dreamt previously.
you and me patched up and studied together for Os
the feeling was really great till i wake up.
yes its nice but i respect your decision to tok abt this after Os
cos i know each of us really nid to focus on our studies
so yea dear crush of mine.
could you really pull yourself together?
cheer up pls. ur sadness is really landing me into a miserable state.
i know that i have loved you ... at Friday, June 25, 2010
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Apr 28, 2010
staying as friends is the best i know, for you. so i played along (:
i know that i have loved you ... at Wednesday, April 28, 2010
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Apr 26, 2010
im letting it go.
basic logic is love cant be one sided
taken flight, my hope lies in the skies (:
basic logic is love cant be one sided
taken flight, my hope lies in the skies (:
i know that i have loved you ... at Monday, April 26, 2010
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Apr 17, 2010
nothing to do at home ): only game on my com is dota nia, hais ):
wet activities ytd during npcc is dam dam fun! ._. except got one sec2 almost piss me off.
was like controling myself or else i could have launch a punch in his face.
well, this sadness im feeling- i may just get used to it. there's not a single day i never think abt you.. hais even if i post it here, you also wont see
wet activities ytd during npcc is dam dam fun! ._. except got one sec2 almost piss me off.
was like controling myself or else i could have launch a punch in his face.
well, this sadness im feeling- i may just get used to it. there's not a single day i never think abt you.. hais even if i post it here, you also wont see
i know that i have loved you ... at Saturday, April 17, 2010
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Apr 14, 2010
yeahh, to those who wondered why i suddenly become so fierce/angry/sad/irritated during 2nd part of the day. i just wanna let you know im fine and im not angry at all. just kinda have lost some control over my emotions. thanks to those for your concerns and im feeling much better now after some quiet moments and pooling with jowie..board bus back with cheewai after that and we chatted. thank God im not totally muted..
i've alot to say, but i duno how shud i open up, our gap is too far, somehow just a hi will do, we're somehow avoiding each other, i dun like that but thats how things work out, i hurt myself everytime i see you, each time it get worse, how can i find an end to this...?
how i wish if we could talk
how i wish if we could talk
i know that i have loved you ... at Wednesday, April 14, 2010
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fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Apr 13, 2010
never did i know i was inspired to draw this lol
i know that i have loved you ... at Tuesday, April 13, 2010
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Apr 11, 2010
HRC ytd! sibei fun doing all sorts of rope activities. love belaying the most. alot of photo was taken and posted on fb unfortunately hais -.-
this morning, went late for church cos i cant wake up LOL too tired -.- blah cell after that. i was asked whether if i nid anything to be prayed for. i anyhow go say im addicted to the nosestick thingy that i always stuck it into my nose in school LOL. bad mistake -.- then william really go pray for me abt tat. like wth lol. after cell, we're dismissed and went to the mrt to go back simei slack. and then got this 3guy keep staring at us. elton and shaun buaysong wan go find daiji with them lol.. they stare stare stare, also nv do anything one. humji kias..
went back home. and here i am.
im so infatuated with you that you appear in my dreams every night.
this morning, went late for church cos i cant wake up LOL too tired -.- blah cell after that. i was asked whether if i nid anything to be prayed for. i anyhow go say im addicted to the nosestick thingy that i always stuck it into my nose in school LOL. bad mistake -.- then william really go pray for me abt tat. like wth lol. after cell, we're dismissed and went to the mrt to go back simei slack. and then got this 3guy keep staring at us. elton and shaun buaysong wan go find daiji with them lol.. they stare stare stare, also nv do anything one. humji kias..
went back home. and here i am.
im so infatuated with you that you appear in my dreams every night.
i know that i have loved you ... at Sunday, April 11, 2010
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Apr 6, 2010
today is tuesday! ._. yet another day to shag -.- so yea.. until today i found out sth. miss nani is buay song with me. i think it becos of tat campcraft competition. watever it is. fuck care. just another kp teacher -.- english was FUN without hareesh. while i dun be so bad la.. but its kinda boring lols. after school got history test. blah shit it out. anyhow do == cos' i know i do properly or anyhow is still the same outcome.
after test went to isaac hse to slack and do my science worksheet -.- playing guitar also. lols its fucking funny when i try to sing spasmly LOL :X so yea.. meanwhile watch him play his awesome dota and somehow daydream and wondering how i get into the state im in now ):
created a new term "cupid slayer"
and i find it cool x)
today is 3days since the day i talk to you on msn
after test went to isaac hse to slack and do my science worksheet -.- playing guitar also. lols its fucking funny when i try to sing spasmly LOL :X so yea.. meanwhile watch him play his awesome dota and somehow daydream and wondering how i get into the state im in now ):
created a new term "cupid slayer"
and i find it cool x)
today is 3days since the day i talk to you on msn
i know that i have loved you ... at Tuesday, April 06, 2010
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Apr 4, 2010
Friday:
TGIF ;D hahas. went to slack arnd with isaac and ziyuan in the morning. till arnd 3-4pm, headed down to far east plaza @ orchard. bought a can of carlsberg. isaac and elton kenna scolded by security guard outside 7-11 cos' cannot sit on the floor. -.- then tired of waiting, headed down to the condo for our bbq. just reached only, need go all the way back the just nw to find jowie while james need to find elton and shaun who appeared to be MIA.. bleah bleah. bbq eat bbq eat after that play push up daidi -.- arnd 20+ after it began to rain. not even full at that time -.- hais. then headed off to the pool room. got pool tables! can see cannot touch -.- then watch a video clip followed by testimonies.. after that author call.
wait back bbq pit to packup and eat again. went back to mrt and on the way drank that big can of carlsberg -.- not as kick as amsterdam i swear... decided to take cab. so we- me, isaac, ziyuan, eugene, benjamin and jowie took 2 cabs down to chambers lan @ dhoby. shiok.. reached there at arnd 11+ and went arnd searching for spot-on lan cos' chambers got no slot left... after searching, went back to chambers again and got 3 coms, so we book first while others watch.. ton till next morning 6am. everyone shagged -.- and i fell asleep after logging out my com -.- lmao ziyuan sengek until sibei jialat .. LOL see him dam funny sia...
Saturday:
6am.. everyone shagged up.. decided to go home by mrt... instead of going school for geo.. i cant go school cos'
firstly- was wearing slippers..
secondly- no school u with me -.-
so yea, went back home..lie on the sofa and drop dead... until halfway my granny wake up me and drag me to my room to sleep LOL -.- sweet dreams till 3pm.. wake up.. still feelings tired...then play com till night and sleep again.. -.-
Today:
wake up at 9.. and i know im going to be late for church... its really a bad day as when i was waiting for mrt at tanah merah towards expo. waiting time : 6min... and im having a really bad stomachache. A REALLY BAD ONE -.- those chocolates were like dying to come out liao leh. thank God i managed to tahan till i reach expo and let out -.- LOL SIBEI SHIOK AFTER THAT -.- haiyo, i duno why sudden urge and got stomachache... first time so jialat... heng ah bo shit on pants 0,0
hais, kinda feel down recently..
a question to you to kill this feeling
ask your heart and answer this,
do you really have no feelings for me after so long?
TGIF ;D hahas. went to slack arnd with isaac and ziyuan in the morning. till arnd 3-4pm, headed down to far east plaza @ orchard. bought a can of carlsberg. isaac and elton kenna scolded by security guard outside 7-11 cos' cannot sit on the floor. -.- then tired of waiting, headed down to the condo for our bbq. just reached only, need go all the way back the just nw to find jowie while james need to find elton and shaun who appeared to be MIA.. bleah bleah. bbq eat bbq eat after that play push up daidi -.- arnd 20+ after it began to rain. not even full at that time -.- hais. then headed off to the pool room. got pool tables! can see cannot touch -.- then watch a video clip followed by testimonies.. after that author call.
wait back bbq pit to packup and eat again. went back to mrt and on the way drank that big can of carlsberg -.- not as kick as amsterdam i swear... decided to take cab. so we- me, isaac, ziyuan, eugene, benjamin and jowie took 2 cabs down to chambers lan @ dhoby. shiok.. reached there at arnd 11+ and went arnd searching for spot-on lan cos' chambers got no slot left... after searching, went back to chambers again and got 3 coms, so we book first while others watch.. ton till next morning 6am. everyone shagged -.- and i fell asleep after logging out my com -.- lmao ziyuan sengek until sibei jialat .. LOL see him dam funny sia...
Saturday:
6am.. everyone shagged up.. decided to go home by mrt... instead of going school for geo.. i cant go school cos'
firstly- was wearing slippers..
secondly- no school u with me -.-
so yea, went back home..lie on the sofa and drop dead... until halfway my granny wake up me and drag me to my room to sleep LOL -.- sweet dreams till 3pm.. wake up.. still feelings tired...then play com till night and sleep again.. -.-
Today:
wake up at 9.. and i know im going to be late for church... its really a bad day as when i was waiting for mrt at tanah merah towards expo. waiting time : 6min... and im having a really bad stomachache. A REALLY BAD ONE -.- those chocolates were like dying to come out liao leh. thank God i managed to tahan till i reach expo and let out -.- LOL SIBEI SHIOK AFTER THAT -.- haiyo, i duno why sudden urge and got stomachache... first time so jialat... heng ah bo shit on pants 0,0
hais, kinda feel down recently..
a question to you to kill this feeling
ask your heart and answer this,
do you really have no feelings for me after so long?
i know that i have loved you ... at Sunday, April 04, 2010
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
Mar 31, 2010
blah, much better today after having some rest ytd. well im almost recovering from my flu. assembly was fucking bored == crapping arnd with sirong and isaac. then sirong go ask me about smoking thing.. make me crave to smoke at tat time. WALAO! -.- dont liddat leh haha. eng test after school in audi, was abt to shit then nid tahan through the whole test. after test rush to do business then slack arnd with isaac and brian. gahh then went home with damian. quite a sociable guy to be with o.o haha
tmr half day! AH FUCK -.- just forgot i nid pick up rubbish from being kenna the house meeting thingy. went to einstein in audi.. then tio fuck. HAIS SHAGGGGGGG _|_ got class outing after that so yea.. and then bbq the next day and then tonning. probably drinking and stuffs, woohoo~ just hope i dun get drunk yea..
i know, you're still deep in my heart but why?
i guess we've really become strangers
and i ain't doing anything about it
tmr half day! AH FUCK -.- just forgot i nid pick up rubbish from being kenna the house meeting thingy. went to einstein in audi.. then tio fuck. HAIS SHAGGGGGGG _|_ got class outing after that so yea.. and then bbq the next day and then tonning. probably drinking and stuffs, woohoo~ just hope i dun get drunk yea..
i know, you're still deep in my heart but why?
i guess we've really become strangers
and i ain't doing anything about it
i know that i have loved you ... at Wednesday, March 31, 2010
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
fate crumbled all around 0 identities
