Jan 31, 2008
today nothing fun actually...as usual...lessons conducted and just starin at the scissors. did some group work of newspaper article with sirong, wesley, dion, and of course..cute little xinwei..(kinda annoying sometimes eh..) after school, went to parkway mcdonald with sirong, weiying n novita..eat eat eat..do little maths remedia worksheet and slacking around..had some sharings with each other...n novita left with her frens first..so left mi, sirong n weiying...kinda lost appetite suddenly....nowadays dun feel like opening my mouth n let those food visit my stomach...feel kinda weird though...after that, sharing halfway..err..this 2 strangers ask us whether if we can help them do some survey forms thingy....or what so eva..so nothing to do anyways..fill in the form n realise its all abt christian stuffs..so we listen to their definition of hell n heaven. kinda boring actually...then suddenly this guy ask mi wat happen to my hand..i said nothing..sirong n weiying say i emo....erm..its DEMO with the "d" in front...after tat, had a private talk with sirong after wieying left for her tuition..then went back home...last few days i cant seems to find my textbook for maths..miracle happen..today renjie found mi book...very happy..but yesterday my mom bought another one for mi le..so just now go refund..then during car ride..she say tat i very stupid..everyday use computer..nv study....i always go online in msn..if my mom happen to be online..she keep sayin "Jovian, you computer addict again isit? please dun use the computer and go revise.." ok fine..feel dam angry n have the thoughts of flooding her computer with trojans. and screw it up with some kiddie porn or what eva..so after going to refund my textbook...went back home n during the car ride..mom said tat just now pops n her went to change tyre for the Fiat, a car duh..cos' $210..and say the son of the car company boss..sec2 this year..same age..studied at hwa zhong..i duno how speellll la....then say he everyday go home study...nv use com de...i cant take it anymore la..zz im seems to be addicteed to do something with the scissors...i feel like doing it now.....why she think im so useless....she promise to bring mi to see hp somemore...broke her promise..went back home le..she say bathe le eat le then go see hp...after 5min say the shop maybe close le...i told her..dun wan go say dun wan go...lazy go say lazy go...dun find excuses for urself...she then say buyin hp is my own business...fine...i next time go alone..better than having the time drag..its no big deal anyway...
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i'm born to be a soloist,
Jovian...
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i'm born to be a soloist,
Jovian...
i know that i have loved you ... at Thursday, January 31, 2008
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