Apr 8, 2008
ok..this picture is the state of what my hand is currently in. not emo..but trying to freak some people in my class out. i used the scissor and slash my wrist, disappointedly, onli some blood come out..the cut is somehow abit deep. but the pain feel just right.
fine, lets talk about today..reason for not blogging recently is because im working on my research on my 2 little ultimate trumpy dumpy card.
today..my stationery go missing again..and i dun even know who the fucking hell, and in the name of fuck..took it. no clues..whatthehell lor.......dam fuck fuck fuck fuck..i lent people things when they dun have..is bcos i pity them..and wan to help them..use le..never return..and i found out whats their common answer..u lent them..they nv return..next day u ask them for it. if they lost it, they will just say "i return you alrdy" the truth is just vice versa..
i duno to be selfish or not......help you, i get disadvantage and you got advantage. dun help you, i got advantage and you got vice versa..i really duno what the fuck i shud do..zzz some ppl in my class dun have the stationery..they just borrow, nv bother to buy themselves and rely on their friends. somemore dun have the responsibility to take care of it.
some ppl just go messing up with their friends' pencil case and search for the things they wan, WITHOUT A FUCKING PERMISSION. i feel like fucking slash my hand somemore to freak you guys more..something like carving a word like "return" on my wrist..or maybe write "selfish"..
you maybe will say im calculative or miser..but the fact is..i use my stationery..i cherish them..so feel dam sad when i lost it................tats it la.....i feel like having no mood to talk to anyone else in school liao.
cause..are they reliable?
i know that i have loved you ... at Tuesday, April 08, 2008
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