if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Mar 8, 2009

alright,
haven been blogging haha omg :x

yup yup, and im blogging now :]

this blog post is gonna be all that happen in camp and my feelings.
its quite a sad post on day3 actually, elaboration ahead : 

Day 1
packed my bag alrdy, head off to sch with my barong barong
and yupyup, receive clique tees from sherlyn, YAY forever 12 rox ;DD haha
soon assemble and then board the coach 
and blah blah blah
reach kota tinggi, 
went into canteen for some briefing and then unpacking in the resort WOOOO
aircon and so on hehe :]
play some games with the instructors
splasho, ouch oby oby, and so much lol
splasho is fun
and ouch oby oby is LOL
and got some action game got coconut tree one
TAT ONE ROX xDDDDD haha
yup, and blah blah
till night time, after debrief,
went back to washup and sleep.
yup i took the longest in the toilet cos' i nid take out lens
thanks jingyong for his understanding cos' everyone is like 
"come out la, take so long, others nid use one leh"
then jingyong tell them to wait cos' i nid take out lens, haha thanks buddy! ;D

Day 2
Today is the sad day, at night
its mt pelepah expedition, dam long and tiring activity,
had alot of fun at the waterfall + slipped 2 times on the rocks and nearly fall lol
the water is dam cold and we had so much fun splashing each other
was dam fun when i giv the girls "spa" by pouring water onto their head :x
issac was SWIMMING IN THE WATER LIKE SWIMMING POOL wtf
the water is not so clean lol -.- he like so enjoying himself haha :]
after the expedition, we gathering at the starting point there.
duno suddenly my eyes get irritated, keep tearing like crying liddat -.-
thanks miss tan for her tissue and cap and 
vivian for lending her eyedrop, but i dun need it cos' mine is hard lens :x
at night, we had some sort of briefing and rescue tutorials
and grouping of kayaking for the next day
after that got the jungle rescue scenarios and is dam funny haha
we did our part seriously i think ;D

Day 3
kayaking day
not so much of enjoyable for me though
yea, not much to say
my heart was pierced like fuck......
i didnt ask zack abt it the previous night
he told me there's a chance
but i was having doubts with it
in the end we both were unhappy abt the matter but not with each other
hope zack, u dun blame me, im alrdy feeling bad enough alrdy

Day 4
home sweet home x[
miss the instructors haha
pack up our stuffs and head off for singapore in the coach!! ;D
yea during the bus ride, the issue is still bothering me.....
feel like stabbing myself or sth.
emotional pain, but i didnt show it, nvm ..
reach tkss, and then we separated hmm,
 went magic wok with yingzheng, zack, fengyuan,ryan and daron
ivan joined us later on. 



will you join my group if there's a chance?
i doubt so.

i know that i have loved you ... at Sunday, March 08, 2009
fate crumbled all around 0 identities

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