Jan 24, 2010
everyone wants to be loved, what more could one ask for
unwanted
im starting to cheer up, like finally.
cip today! so much fun hypering and getting daoed by ppl when i ask them for donation. nvm. after that went to haig court for clique gathering and cherisha's bro bdae. played alot of games and laughed our ass off during some part of it. one part is isaac's forfeit, played the guitar and we sing tgt to the song im yours. seriously, this is what i like about guitaring and my passion for it. singing together and yea. cherisha and frens ask me to play some songs, WHICH I NEVER HEARD OF IT D: lols cos' all the songs i learnt are either whining or suicidal. seems like i nid to increase my music range huh. when i was holding the guitar and we ran out of songs to play. "until the day i die" and some other suicidal songs just come to my mind. since its a celebration, lets avoid these songs -.-
well thats all for now eh?
cya
~and yes i know you guys all care for me, my health and everything but i did it for a reason. not for acting cool. but for the thrill of it. but now it has become my way of relieving whenever im sad or depressed. i wan to quit like what everyone wants me to. but do understand, im able to do it successfully if im able to have a happy week or month, not a single issue that hurts me or depress me in any ways. thats all i wanna say. you all can judge me, avoid me, kp me, guailan me, attitude me. whatever it is, i dun care about everything right now. just wanna mend my wounds.
i know that i have loved you ... at Sunday, January 24, 2010
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